The songs of nie's heart..

 Here are some songs I wrote and composed which I wanna share..

Still working with the uploading of the audio files..

 

It's You whom I need..

Thank You for this love..

~ a short melody that came to me when we witnessed sunset by the lake.. It is always so beautiful..

 I can't believe I'm sitting here

Watching Your greatness

With someone that I love so much

I thank You for this breathe

I praise God

 ~ written and composed in May 2009 ~

Goodbye..

~ this is a song dedicated to my brothers and sisters in Christ from Church of Praise Tronoh who have graduated and left for industrial internship training in Jan 09 semester..

 Every encounter

Comes with a 'Goodbye' someday

But our whole journey

Is filled with God's blessing and anointing

One more day to spend together

Surely is not an accident

God puts you and me together

I'm glad we love each other

This is one song from my heart

For all of you, my dears

I have so much to say to you

But words just can't express

It's around that hut

Where we used to meet

To pray for one another

It's in that van

Those blessed rides

Where the hearts all grew closer

It's in this House

With you all

Where I've grown this much

I can't believe now

That it's time to say

'Goodbye'

~ written and composed in May 2009 ~

Blessed..

 Daddy

Can't wait to receive your call every mornin'

I really miss to spend time talkin' with you

The stars outside remind me of you

I thought I see your eyes

When I look at the sky

 

Mummy

Can't wait to spend my holiday at home

I really miss your warm hug before you kiss me good night

The moonlight outside reminds me of you

I thought I see your smile

When I look at the sky

 

I thought I am strong

To be independent here

And I hope I really could be strong now

Why I miss home so much

 

I don't know how many times

I've broken your hearts

Daddy, Mummy

Forgive me

I know I should have been

A better daughter

Thank you for loving me

With this much and this deep love

 

How I wish

You could listen to this song

Oo..

I love you..

~ written and composed in October 2008 ~

 

 Your way..

I fell down

But You give me strength to stand up again

When I nearly give up

You give me the light of hope

Holding my small hands

You lead me to walk down the rest of the journey

 

God I don't like to face troubles in life

But I like this feeling of needing You

Though I don't like to fall down so many times

But You prepare my heart

And let Your will be done in my life

 

Shower me Lord with Your strength and power

Show me what You want me to learn this time

I'm ready here Lord to stand up again

 

God I don't like to face troubles in life

But I like this feeling of needing You

Though I don't like to fall down so many times

But You prepare my heart

And let Your will be done in my life

~ written and composed in September 2008 ~

 

 It's given for a reason..

Shining like a leading star in my life

Teaching me new faith all the time

Everytime when I am down

Praise God you're always there

Helping me to continue standing up in God

At times when I'm down spiritually

Nothing else you use to lead me but God's Word

I thank you for I have learnt a lot

Even now that I can stand up by myself

 

Nights and days of fears and frustrations

Enduringly you listen to me

Encouraging me to be strong

D

Emotional strength got renewed

Deeds of hidden shame got into the lightecency showed its conviction

 

You tell me to be independent

Only Him won't fail me

Unto His hands I am learning to surrender myself

 

God I thank You for such a moment of blessing

Although it's just not much than a pair of footprints that walks across my life

But You teach me how to live a life that seeks You through this pair of footprints

Recalling how I lived before

It's a wonderful gift

Entirely I was transformed

Lord, thank You for this brother

~ composed from August 2008, music arrangement undone ~

 

 How great You are..

God

Thank you for this moment

To learn about Your Word

I never knew how great Your story is

And how small I am

 

God be with me always

I want to grow spiritually

God warn me always

Keep my faith strong

 

I want to be a good child

But I'm a sinful one

Help me cleanse my heart

To strengthen Your Kingdom

 

Thank You God

For everything, for everything

It's uncountable..

~ written and composed in July 2008 ~

 

Take me God..

You give me these eyes

You give me this mouth

You give me these hands

Please teach me how to use them

 

You give me this soul

You give me this body

Help me use them to glorify You

 

In my journey of life

You lead me through all

I don't understand why I like to walk away

 

Now

I'm waiting for You to fill me

I am here to serve You

I'm waiting for You to use me for Your Kingdom

 

God

I'm waiting for You to fill me

I am here to serve You

I'm waiting for You to use me for Your Kingdom

 

Help me open up my heart

To receive You my God

Take more and more of me

Fill me, Holy Spirit

~ written and composed in May 2008 ~

 Opening prayer for gathering..

Heavenly Father

Thanks for gathering us here today

Be with us Lord work in us

Thanks for gathering us here today

Be with us Lord

In the name of Jesus

We pray

Amen

~ written and composed in May 2008 ~

 

 He says, "Come to me"..

Have you ever felt

When you face problems in life

There's no one there to share your pain

 

And during times when you're down

When everything you planned goes wrong

You can't find anyone to comfort you

 

No, you have a God

Who's always watching over you

Waiting for you to invite Him into your life

 

Cry out to Him

Tell Him how do you feel

There's nothing on this Earth

To compare with His grace

 

And now He wants you to know

That His love for you

Is always this deep and this great

 

His eternal love..

~ written and composed in September 2007 ~

 

 My life purpose..

God

Let me feel Your presence

Let me see my life purpose

I want a meaningful life

 

God

Let me realize that my time is precious

It can be next year, next month

Next day, next hour, next minute

Or next second that I'll end my life

 

Lead me God

Help me to do the things that I ought to do

And give my heart in doing everything

Time waits for no man

No, I don't wanna say sorry again

 

Halleluyah.. Halleluyah..

For God created me

And God really loves me

For this I sing Halleluyah

Amen..

~ written and composed in August 2007 ~

 

Kau kan pergi

 ~ lyrics written by Noor Salehah J, a song dedicated to our former secondary school principal, Mr Abdullah Sani, during his farewell ceremony

Pertemuan telah ditakdirkan

Perpisahan juga akan terjadi

Itulah adat dalam hidup

Yang terjadi setiap waktu

 

Usah ditangisi perpisahan ini

Pasti ada hikmah yang tersembunyi

Berpeganglah dengan madah pujangga

"Yang patah kan tumbuh, hilang berganti"

 

Engkau insan yang mulia

Menabur bakti kepada kami

Namun kami insan biasa

Kealpaan mengundang kesilapan

 

Selama ini

Pengorbananmu kami persiakan

Hingga kini

Bagaikan tak terasa pun

Hari esok kau hilang di mata

 

Setiap langkahmu sering dirasai di luar ruang kelalaian

Bicara katamu mengisi kalbu di waktu minda kekosongan

Raut wajahmu nan tegas sentiasa bermain di mata

Namun kini hanya tinggal kenangan

 

Kerna esok

Kau kan pergi

~ song composed in October 2006 ~

 

 Di kota Kuching

~ lyrics extracted from a published puisi, writer unknown

 

Di kota inilah

Beranyam sebuah impian (impian)

Beranyam sebuah impian

 

Mendaki gunung tamadun bangsa

Bernada doa dan rasa bangsa

Kitalah bangsa ternama

Di puncak kegemilangan

 

Kota ini kota budaya

Senyum umatnya warisan ternama

Corak fikirnya terampil minda

Bermahkota mata minda

 

Umat manusia ciptaanNya

Langkah kakinya bernada manusia

Sebuah madah inilah bangsa

Penuh daulat menguntum

Membungai taman kota kita

 

Di kota inilah kita bina generasi muka

Dengan perancangan kita

Dengan acuan kita

Dengan seruan kita

Dengan tempaan tangan kita

 

Untuk nanti kita ucapkan rasa bangga

Kita dapat berdiri sama tinggi di puncak dunia

Rasa bangga

Kita dapat berdiri sama tinggi di puncak dunia

 

Kerana kota tamadun kita..

Kerana kota tamadun kita

Kota berbudaya

Kerana kota tamadun kita

Kota berbudaya

 

Di kota inilah

Beranyam sebuah impian (impian)

Beranyam sebuah impian

~ song composed in July 2006 ~

 

Kedamaian..

~ lyrics extracted from a published puisi by Johnson Yakut

 

Setia ia pada kedamaian

Akrab ia pada keheningan

 

Di sini ia menganyam siulan burung

Yang kian sayup kicaunya

Di sini ia mengutip hijau dari kulit belantara

Yang kian koyak diratah kemodenan

 

Pekik teriak kota kian menghampiri langit sepinya

 

Cuba dijahitnya nostalgia semalam

Yang penuh kedamaian (kedamaian)

Cuba ditenunnya musim silam

Yang penuh keheningan (keheningan)

 

Seakan ia sudah kehilangan biru dari kulit laut

Hakis sepoi dari deru angin kering gerimis dicicip kemarau

 

Air yang berlompatan dari batu ke batu

Telah jadi tugu batu

Banjaran bukit bukau yang terpakak gagah

Lemas tak bermaya

Dikunyah jentera

 

La la la.. La la la..La la la..

La la la.. La la la..

La la la.. La la la.. La la la..

Lemas tak bermaya

Dikunyah jentera

 

Danau yang berbalam hening

Telah riak dikocak

Ladang cerucuk kian subur

Di sana sini

 

Ia sekadar pertapa di laman sepi

Cetusnya pengap diheret angin tanpa makna

Musim silam lampau telah jadi mimpi

Tidak mungkin lagi bertamu di anjung lamannya

(Di anjung lamannya)

 

Esok pasti hanya segenggam sepi

Di kutipnya di hujung hari

Esok pasti hanya segenggam sepi

Dikutipnya di hujung hari

 

Hujung hari.. Hujung hari..

Hujung hari.. Hujung hari..

Hujung hari.. Hujung hari..

Hujung hari.. Hujung hari..

 

Kedamaian.. Kedamaian..

Kedamaian.. Kedamaian..

Kedamaian.. Kedamaian..

Kedamaian.. Kedamaian..

 

Seakan ia sudah kehilangan biru

~ song composed in June 2006 ~

 

 Of Malaysia..

There're no cries in there

There's no sad in there

There're only laughter and only happiness

That beautiful place

It is Malaysia

The most wonderful country

In my heart

 

马来西亚

我们深信你一定能

站在世界最高峰

永远顶天

 

Oh Malaysia

Kejayaanmu disanjung

Kemajuanmu dipuji

Hingga Kini

 

Thirty first August

Nineteen fifty seven

Malaysia got its independence

And that is why we're here

standing with the flags

Shouting out, "Merdeka"

 

马来西亚

无可取代

是我心永远深爱的祖国

 

Oh Malaysia

Kami bangga

Jadi rakyat Malaysia 

~ written and composed in August 2003 ~